Monday, December 21, 2009
-10:30 PM holidays doesnt mean it's always slacking at home i guess.
first time im not staying at home for more than 4 days a week.
how i wish im forever having this after Os holiday.
first,
no books or homework to hunt me at night.
second,
i dont wish to take back my results since it would be a total nightmare.
but things dont just go your way i think.
haiz.
im becoming super jealous now.
of almost all the tripleS.
esp those we attended the persona concert held this year,
those going to attend the last persona concert in bangkok next year cause i can never find the chance to go there during newyear's eve.
those able to attend the ENCORE concert in seoul at end of feb.
those who went to the christmas party celebration in japan cause it was such a close meet-up with my dearest idols SS501!
being so young has no benefits at all.
i cant even do anything to support my idols esp when they are koreans and have different language as me.
im just like a small puppet that can only type on my keyboard to search more youtube videos of SS501.
haiz.
even a small wish of seeing SS501 in real life is unable to be fulfilled.
im feeling SOOOOOOOOOOOOO small as a tripleS.......
smile for a better tomorrow