Saturday, March 28, 2009
-9:56 PM first things first.
it's good i didnt miss band practice for JJ concert.
i cant imagine skipping practices for anything now.
today's practice started with lots of reflections.
had a little section talk.
and it was filled with tears by everyone.
guess we really have to reflect on ourselves more.
not only us.
but the whole band.
it's not really good to be in the situation where everyone has to keep tell you we are only left with _ days.
and we ave to work hard.
i guess is really up to YOU yourself motivate yourself,
to get things done.
cause there isnt anyone to be forever there to ask you to work hard.
i guess our whole band really makes mrpng feel bad.
he is treating our band so well.
but how do we treat him?
with wrong attitudes during practices,
more and more talkings.
i know im not in the right too,
and i did reflect on my wrongs,
but do everyone really reflect on what is wrong?
cuse im still getting irritated by asking lots of people to keep quiet.
SHHHHH is not gonna work every single time.
I LOVE MRPNG.
i really love him for loving our band so much and loving everyone of us for who we are.
everything he does is for our band to do well.
for us.
the things he said today really make me tear.
ya he yearn for the gold.
many of us also yearn for it.
yet there are still many who do not have the right mindset and just dont bother to have feelings for the band, the piece and even for themselves.
this is really upset.
esp for mrpng even though im not him.
cause he is always the one watching us grow and play.
2 years ago, we missed the gold we yearn for.
are we gonna miss it this time?
like what mrpng said,
we are not far from the goal we aim for.
but this also means that we are not there yet!
actually, i dont even think we are near it.
we have come so far,
and now we are all staying at a point where we cant surpass.
how are we able to achieve the ultimate goal we want,
by staying at a place without improving?
with only 3, nope 2 days left.
how are we gonna be able to improve to achieve the goal?
it all lies in everyone's heart and soul.
i guess if everyone is gonna just put in the best effort to play the music in the piece.
everything might be fine.
but this requires everyone.
will everyone give in?
to achieve the ultimate GOLD?
and what we missed 2 years ago?
3days left to SYF.
it's finally nearly the actual day.
where it's either a group of NCWO with tears of joy,
or a group of NCWO with tears of sadness.
by mrpng : SYF - sustain your forte.
support your fullest.
smile for a better tomorrow