Thursday, December 18, 2008
-6:36 PM morning went to sch.
for rehearsal for tml sec1 orientation.
it's like so fast can.
2 years past.
it's just like yest that i just gotten my results and sch im posted to and to report there.
and now we are welcomeing the new sec1s.
time past so fast!
like so fast 2 years past.
and then in last than 3 weeks im gonna be SEC4 and preparing for SYF + O LVLS.
oh god.
this is devastating la.
i dun wanna accept the fact sia.
>_<
anyway, today had 3 reheasals in total and until bout 12.
then had lunch. and started footdrills at 1 with sec1s.
i can only say the sec1 + sec2 are super fortunate le.
our batch everytime also footdrills and kana scolded by the seniors.
they only had serious footdrills for less than 10 practices loh.
still there complain.
everyone is going through the same thing ok.
why cant just do the best and get it over and done with?
ARGH.
but i have to say,
OBS really train those that go until very good.
we had footdrills today for bout 4 hours?
under the hot sun,
i totally dun feel tired at all.
maybe just hot due to the sun and sweat,
but my legs etc dun feel tired at all.
then if i didnt go through OBS,
maybe i will be like other band members there feeling very tired and not feeling well etc. compared to the esp the land expetition or sea expetition,
this footdrill is really nothing.
oh well i have to say.
OBS really train us and make us able to overcome more challenges~
>_<
translated lyrics for my blog song :
kinnda touching. >_<
[song from iljimae]
the sun sets, night arrives
my love is only untimely.
my heart beats quicker than my footsteps
today, too, i'll follow you
crying, laughing, crying
one person's lonely thoughts
using tears
to wipe away your face reflected on the red petals
gazing dumbly at your visage
i unknowingly smile with you
i know this is an unattainable dream
and so, my eyes fill with tears
it is not only fate, to give up over and over again
although my heart remembers each parting deeply
a moment's giving up turns into heavy burdens
i can never forget you
crying, laughing, crying
my lonely thoughts
my unsettled life
let me be peaceful for one day
you, who appeared in my sporadic life
gazing dumbly at your face
i unknowingly smile with you
i know this is an unattainable dream
and so, my eyes fill with tears
spent quite some time trying to type the lyrics out.
oh well,
it's worth it!
like the song a lot.
esp when it made me cry in some scenes.
>_<
smile for a better tomorrow