Tuesday, September 16, 2008
-6:47 PM WANLIN MUST STAY STRONGER!
and not like what mr ting say...
CANNOT BE TOO EMOTIONAL!!!
must stop crying le!!!
but still gonna reflect on myself now...
YES i admit i kindda destoy today's performance...
i squeak throughout the whole song...
and it was loud...
YES i confirm i was loud as my friends told me they could hear it and that even mdm yeo was commenting bout a lot of squeakings during the piece to mr lum as i heard it...
IM SORRY TO THE WHOLE BAND...
im sorry for all the squeakings which i didnt expect them too...
cause when i started to play,
i knew that i was gonna squeak YET i continued on...
I SHOULD act as though i was playing and not cause so much trouble...
totally black out after the whole song...
and next thing i knew,
tears drip down and im listening to mdm yeo and mr lum talking bout today's bad performance...
sorry i cant control my tears cause i think i really made the whole band sound bad...
even though i know i should not put all the blame to myself,
BUT it's just the way it is...
THANKS yenling for consoling me throughout the whole talks and mr lum for asking me to not put the blame to myself but work harder for the next performance...
my dear little juniors that were so worried that i cried and trying their best to make me smile... =)
YOUR SENIOR IS SMILING NOW LE... ^_^
and to peisi that was so worried and to all the band members that consoled me...
i will work harder to make sure such things wun happen again...
and i will try be more STRONG!
or else the rests are gonna tell me " JUNKI DUN LOVE YOU LE!"
JUNKI LOVES ME FOREVER!!!
=)
*wanlin will jiayous de!
and not be so emotional to cry everytime...
cause i know i look SUPER ugly when i cry...
>_<
JIAYOUS~
smile for a better tomorrow