Thursday, July 3, 2008
-7:28 PM why is the world going against me?
why does it seems like everything i do is just wrong and is always making people sad?
does it mean that im really doing the wrong thing and that i should disappear from this world?
maybe more people will be happier?
for my disappearance and that i wun be there to disturb them anymore?
haiz...
im just being an annoying girl that always do nothing right...
im being irrtating and should just get out of everyone's lives to make everyone to smile more...
haiz...
why is my life like this?
playing tricks on me?
i just simply detest my stupid life and hope for a better one...
but even hope for a better one,
people around me will still suffer from all the pains im giving them...
haiz...
know how stupid im to think that people are alright with me all along...
should have known better that im just useless in the world...
T_T
maybe jumping down the building and ending this stupid life of mine would be quite a good choice...
or else eating sleeping pills and die silently?
otherwise lock all the windows and on the gas and die inside the room?
go walk in front of a car and make sure i get bang down and die...
haiz...
thinking of all these mathods of dying...
should really choose one way someday when i really cannot stand all the pressure and when the whole world is going against me...
and goodbye to everyone around me...
EVEN one that ever cared bout me before once...
EVEN one that show some concern to me when im still alive...
and sincerely hope that you will get to find a loved one after dumping me...
i know im a vey bad choice and is good that you didnt accept me...
it's ok for me de...
just wish you to be forever happy...
and hope everyone will smile after im gone from this world...
=)
VAL SAYS THAT LEE IS INSANE BECAUSE SHE WAS LAUGHING WHEN TYPING THIS POST
SIAOZHABOR!!!!
eeeeee
smile for a better tomorrow