Tuesday, July 22, 2008
-5:47 PM LALALA~
today had lessons and boring boring boring as usual!
then after school pon the eng enrichment lesson...
but our class only we this gang pon + a few others....
well...
i really dun like that stupid lesson la...
anyway we ownself pay money and being FORCED to go for it de...
SIANS...
everytime burden us with all these stupid enrichment and remedials...
JUST to get the results the school wants la...
so annoying...
never think bout how the students really feel and just pile everything on top!
haiz...
anyway,
today is a memorable day for me!!
2 years past...
shows how old im getting le...
>_<
but me during 2 years ago was really nothing but A CHILD that only knows how to keep things to myself and think that everything to be kept to myself would be a good choice...
a child that thinks too much bout a simple thing...
a child that makes things TOO complicated for others when it's just a simple thing...
a child that is always emotionless and thinks that everyone hates me...
a child that treats everyone alright but wants more from the others...
come to think of it,
im really a child for the past few years...
although im still not very grown-up now,
but at least im thinking bout more stuffs that i didnt thought of last time...
at least i wun keep think of the bad side of life...
and at least i wun try to hide my secrets from my friend that may affect my friends around me...
well...
2years past...
that day just seem so clear in my mind like it was just yesterday that everything happened...
there was laughter, tears, excessive beating of the heart etc...
but these are all the past!
no more such feelings again and it would just be a memory that i once had...
no more connections, no more extra feelings!
during these 2 years,
really grow up (in terms of mind NOT HEIGHT!)...
get to look at the society with a different perspective and know everything is just gonna continue no matter how sad/happy i may be...
so this memory is just gonna stay put in my mind and maybe 10 years down the road,
i might still rmb that such an interesting and enjoyable incident happened to me and was a memory once shared together...
=)
2 days later is another anniversary!
everything is coming back into my head le!
wa!
so happy and sad and angry and etc at the same time la!!
but only memories are left!!!
LALALA~
smile for a better tomorrow